If this is not going to be a self-loathing post, I don’t know what would!

In this fast-paced life and ever so developing humans; I find myself wanting to win at something, anything.

No one seems to be happy, everyone is on their last beath, and here I am trying to make people pleased and get by on a smile.

 

Yes, I may live a better life than others than my sweet mother used to say, and something my brothers took a habit of saying too. Maybe because when I’m dark and gloomy I mention how I have failed.

 

In my field of work, I do the best I can to keep being the best at what I do, but when it comes to the industries, I am associated with it feels like no matter how great I am or how well I do my job it never seems to be enough to get by with a regular day.

 

I understand we all come from our own little worlds, and everyone has something going on, but the number of agendas I run across in a day might seem a bit over the top.

 

I might be known for my work in the small marketing world of Jordan everyone knows how well I follow standards and corporate rules, but it never stops people from coming after me.

No, no! I am not the sun, the world doesn’t revolve around me, I’m more of Pluto! But somehow, I live in a society where I write poems about not just a blog post.

 

And hell, if I want to talk about my personal life the title of that saga would be “Never Enough”, I have lists and lists of achievements but not one victory.

 

I got a feeling we all feel this way somedays, but I’m sure you had something you wanted so badly and got it in life at some point.

I am just at a point where I just want to get one thing I want.