Recently on this blog I stopped with the writing style I maintained for few years “writing like someone is reading” when clearly no one was.

For some posts I have tried to bring my journal like writing, where my style is becoming like the therapies I can’t afford.

So, my upcoming posts will have a hint of my dark sense of humour people don’t like about me, my cynical approach will be shown more I guess, cause if this is my blog it needs to represent me fully not another place where I’m dictated to be someone others think of me.

 

2020 the year everything collapsed… globally!

And the integrity and morals of people took a dive too I guess, overall, 2020 was somewhat of a good year comparing to 2019 for me. But with a global pandemic and so on, you would think you would see the good side of humanity, but all I saw, was how bad people can be.

 

Now I am an expert of how people can be, and I’m a firsthand victim of pure evil that residence within some people’s souls but what I’ve seen this year, is more of a new territory.

 

But to get taken advantage of at work but in a personal way, was not something I saw coming, Everyone was struggling to make ends meet, I might have my family to relay on and we stand by one another in times we need to has no valid reason for anyone to think “I’ll just use her until I can get on my own two feet” in times like these usually people stick together.

Not where I come from, now all the agencies are closed, businesses are closed it’s an opportunity to make something for those who can, and I could but I didn’t cause of the way the closest to me “or so I though” saw me as someone who can help them and they’re after thought was to screw me over.

 

The Months after November truly showed me that people have no morals just like I accused this society with, they will use you for your skill and talent and spin another story from their imagination, but if I were to look at this as positively positive since this word is scary these days.

I have more proof that I am good, more proof that what I being to the table is not something can bring to any table, even if they spoke like me, used the same words as me, I uniquely in all my flaws too will be a one of my own kind.

Also, I’m happy about the social distancing, as someone who lives in Jordan, we need this here.