From childhood, a persistent thread ran through my life: a desire to be different, to forge my own path, to become. Now, in my thirties, that fundamental drive remains, though its expression may have evolved. I'm still deeply open to the world, and I still believe in the power of positive change, both within myself and in my community.

Career-wise, I've achieved a degree of success I'm proud of. Driven by a relentless vision to excel -perhaps, admittedly, fuelled by a touch of "trauma response"- I've dedicated myself to professional growth. Yet, I know there's more to accomplish, more to learn.

This lengthy introduction serves to emphasize a core belief I've held since youth: "It's not who you are that matters, but who you become." This realization, that self-transformation is a lifelong opportunity, has been a guiding principle.

Recently, I've experienced a shift in my social circle, a "friend purge" if you will. I've observed a change in social behaviour, likely influenced by social media, a lack of critical thinking, and, undeniably, the pandemic. It seems many have retreated, choosing stagnation overgrowth.

In my darkest moments, I clung to the belief that others shared my drive. However, I've come to realize that some desire success without effort, a contradiction to the very concept of achievement. True success stems from hard work, respect is earned through self-advocacy, and expertise is built through continuous learning and experience.

As a teenager, I envisioned who I wanted to be. Though I momentarily lost my way in my late twenties, I've recalibrated my goals for my thirties. This unwavering focus on becoming has been my anchor, helping me navigate negativity, pain, and the occasional depressive episode. It's not about who I am today, but who I am becoming. And I'm still here, still learning, still growing.

I'm proud of the person I was. The person I am is a work in progress, firmly rooted in my values. And the person I will become? That's limited only by my own ambition. 

If you got to the last paragraph of this post, instead of reading it, say it to yourself!