Lately, I've found myself drawn back to the familiar comfort of writing. Perhaps it's a need to process, to release the thoughts swirling within. This period of introspection, a sort of "quiet time," has also allowed me to finally bring a long-held vision to life: a dedicated online space. I'm thrilled to announce the launch of my new website, a home for both my blog and poetry, all under one roof.

This milestone prompted a trip down memory lane, a revisit to my earliest blog posts. The experience was, to put it mildly, eye-opening.

It's remarkable to witness how my writing has evolved. My current style feels more authentic, more truly "me" than the voice I adopted in those early days. What began as a casual side project has transformed into a genuine reflection of my daily thoughts and observations. Even the topics I gravitated towards when I started in 2010 (a tender 18 years old!) have shifted considerably.

My journey into writing stemmed from a love nurtured on platforms like DeviantArt, where the vibrant community of writers offered a space for a young, eager me to share poetry and ideas. Growing up with a less-than-conventional life, expressing myself through words felt like a natural extension of my unique perspective.

While revisiting those older posts was nostalgic, with many now tucked away as drafts for my own enjoyment or simply deleted, it wasn't the content itself that truly resonated. Instead, it was the profound personal growth reflected in the evolution of my words. This blog, in its entirety, serves as a tangible record of my own personality and development.

The shift is perhaps most evident in the blog's taglines. It began with an outward focus: "My Talk Your Positive Thinking." It has since transformed into a more inward perspective: "Here Comes What I Think."

This subtle change speaks volumes. The younger me was driven by a desire to positively influence others, to offer guidance and perhaps even change perspectives. The current me prioritizes self-care and personal well-being. Interestingly, I find a deep appreciation for both of these stages.

These two facets of myself, both the outward-focused and the inward-looking, still exist within my writing and actions. Recognizing this duality during this quieter period has been incredibly insightful.

I once felt a strong need to connect with others, to let them know I understood their experiences. Now, the focus has shifted to understanding and nurturing myself. I can't imagine who I would be without the constant thread of writing in my life. I'm profoundly grateful for these past words, which serve as a powerful reminder of this ongoing evolution.